Ending (2)

4 months later and the up and down still drive me crazy
The fact that it is most likely a fact shocks me and makes me realise that I'm not ready for this. And I will never be.

Ending

One year ago I thought it was the end.
But it wasn't.
I was scared to let you go.
It was so stupid indeed.
I have no rights yet I always think I do.

Today, you suddenly spit it out.
Too sudden. But I know this time shall come at any moments.

Still, you told me there is uncertainty even though it's just 3 weeks away.

What are you trying to do here?
Please set me free.

And Now I Understand

That you're just scared.
That you're being careful.
That you're still aware what we are.
What we are doing.
Which is wrong.
Yet you enjoy it.
We do.

We do.